i started this blog over a year ago to detail the happenings of my pursuit in a BDSM relationship with Miss Eve. As you could guess, things have been quiet here as i haven’t posted an entry since the end of last year. At times, i thought about just shutting this down as things didn’t go as planned and i had doubts that there was even a relationship. Although it’s nowhere near where i would have liked it to be, there still is a slight pulse at this current time. Continue reading
Twas the night before Christmas, where no one was bound
Not a creature was stirring, cause Eve is around.
The stockings were hung by the chimney with care,
It’s better that way because I could be there.
I wish I was nestled and snug in Her bed,
While visions of evilness danced in Her head.
But, then She’d have me under heavy control
With the promise of pain I’m sure I’d be swole Continue reading
i was on my knees, looking up at this Goddess. The evil smile peered down on me as She instructed me to open my filthy mouth. As to avoid further punishment, i oblige and open as wide as i am able to. This delighted Her. She proceeds to stand directly over me and in a swift instant, deposits a glob of saliva into my waiting orifice. i gladly accept it, as it IS from my Goddess. i mustn’t seem like i am enjoying it as it would anger Her. So, as cunning as i can be, i feign disgust to try to throw Her off. The look on Her face turns to displeasure as She violently slaps my face. ‘How dare you NOT enjoy something i give You, My little bitch!’ She raises Her voice several levels to emphasize Her disgust with my faking of disgust. i seem to forget that this Goddess knows me well and truth is ALWAYS expected from me, even if it’s a detriment! Continue reading
She walks into the room, slowly, as She is looking at Her prey with excited anticipation. She is ready for the elaborate kill. She doesn’t see a person, She sees an object of desire. She licks Her lips as She imagines the joy She will get out of abusing the flesh that is in Her presence. She locks eyes with him, smiling as She smells his fear. Getting wet as She moves closer towards him. He is tied, spread eagle on the bed, with nowhere to go. As he lays on his stomach, the gag She placed in his mouth may be released. Why? The sound of him pleading for mercy will delight Her. But, more so, the screams that will escape from his throat will surely excite Her as it will be music to Her ears. Not only does She see the fear in his eyes, She notices the lump in his throat that has developed. By gazing into his eyes, She says a lot with the cat-like grin that appears on Her beautiful face. In any other situation, this would bring an equally expressive smile to his face, but, alas, this sparks real fear in him. Continue reading
Life should never be planned…. Why do i say that? Because life is what ends up happening while you try to carry out a plan!
No matter what you set out to do, things don’t always go as planned. There is no such thing as perfection in the sense of what perfection is supposed to mean. A situation can be perfect without the elements of it being perfected. Now, think about that for a minute….. Continue reading
Ok, so, as recently as a few years ago, i started reading and researching Female Led Relationships. As a submissive man, this was very intriguing and a little different than your ‘standard’ domination role, in my opinion. So, like a man who believes in growth, my interests started leaning towards embarking on a FLR (Female Led Relationship). The excitement being that i would still being able to ‘submit’ but in a different aspect that doesn’t necessarily, primarily, dwell on dominance. More along the lines of role play, but in a switched role.
i read articles online, looked at blogs, even discussed it with several scene people, since the dynamics of it seemed exciting. Then i met Miss Eve…… Continue reading
Everyone has preferences, desires, wants, needs, etc. When given the choice between what we want and what we need, typically, we choose what we want. ESPECIALLY in relationships. Hence, one of the reasons a lot of relationships don’t work out or is bad for you because we want something that may not be good for us. It’s like vegetables. Yes, it’s factual that eating vegetables keep and make us healthy and is needed to fully function, yet, we may prefer eating that slice of lemon pie. Yes, that decadent taste fulfills a desire but, the only thing that it did do, was satisfy a tasty craving. Of course those vegetables may have helped get us the needed nutrients plus, given us the necessary energy needed to function.